& Friday, August 19, 2011
because I'm afraid that someday I'll hurt you the same way I did to her; because I'm not entirely sure of my feelings now.
Siiiiiiiiiiick. aary made my day yesterday, such an awesome nut.
Still feeling sore about not being able to see so many friends performing today at the concert. ): ACK.
but I reasoned with myself, promos priority, so it's a lot better that I'm well enough to keep chionging to clear my lag work and keep pushing, 48 days left.
Still that reasoning doesn't feel awesome, I still want to see aary/luigi/bangla/dmg on stage. ):
The little break at home would be muchmuchmuch better if ze mudder wasn't on urgent halfday leave today. Like I need taking care of, it's not like I'm rendered immobile etc lol. But she's doing a lot more of her own stuff, and home stuff, plus nagging about anything and everything.
Think I would've given almost anything to have a solo day at home today.
But my kor's back early this week, which is actually okay, it's just that I wanted to have a peaceful time today.
Today needs to be productive, it must it must. HYAK.
little mario breathed at 9:32 AM