>& Sunday, July 10, 2011
I dreamt about both a and c yesterday night; somehow when you're really shagged out and aching everywhere (it hurts to walk now because my entire back and arms are aching like crazy, more than last night),dreams just occur one after the other. Haaaaaa, lag body as usual.
but yesterday was so much more fun than expected because it was a lotta awkwardness at the beginning because I was the youngest and most irregular one. But after a while,everybody knew everybody, and I got tackled by din. Even the FIs make fun of me now, etc, and it almost feels like another family-in-the-making.
These past two weekends have been filled with so much npcc stuff; and with all these, I don't regret going for the course, if not I'll never have such memories or have met all these random people. InitiallyI hated it, I never got back the drive. But now it's a lot stronger.
Also especially when I see my closer friends in the gang here putting in their time and bloodsweattears over their juniors and all, for unselfish reasons.
And it's really an awwwwwh feeling receiving really sweet texts from c ; and him panicking and spam calling because of the worry that I got kidnapped or something/ or major worry because a few days this week I got too mind blasted and tired and headed home alone at night after a really long day of crap. And random messages daily.
Can't help wondering about some things, because c mentions things before he/I sleep, and they've never been said before. And c's one of those people who know exactly when I conk out and fall asleep while replying.
But still, they're not my priority right now; even as I'm confused about a.
I finally went to f's page. And I remember how/why/when I fell so hard, lol.
But some things of the world just cannot, cannot be, cannot stay.
It's been so long. little mario breathed at 8:50 AM
& dude.
marie.
060393.
Kids go where there is excitement,
they stay where there is love.
Love me when I least deserve it, because that's when I really need it. - Swedish proverb
I'll wait.
& hmmMMM.
I'll wait forever till you face me.
& away~
kor
daveo;buddy
iryani;fishy
aiting *ma'am
chi you;
norani;my jellybean
sher;
grace;brudder
carmen
cecilia;part-timer
clara
denny;mei
ray;mei
cel;squaddy/2nd cousin
joleen;
erdalyn;
audrey;
kai;
angie
gracey
jolene;jojo
6C '05 blog
xin feng;envelope
ben;
jinru;pepper
weiqing;"shorty"
li min;monkey
peijing
claudia;'dia
pris;master
jien
sandra;dudee
gen
renia;
asiah;
beatrice;green beetle
alex
stella
nana;
michelle;
shaliza;
qishan;
mandes;tomyam partner
diyana;bugfriend
suhan;
sharifah; mei
xinyen;delyn
yinghui
seri
dawnie
gwen;burp partner
cheryl tan
joycelyn;mohmoh
emily;
ethan;
hendry;
center>
& speak now or hold your peace!
` Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil,
but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
~1 Corinthians 13:4-8~
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